CNY 2011

February 2011

Tear off the calendar of March,
it's April now.

And here I am to continue blogging about my life after January.
I persist to blog this as I did not blog about CNY 2010
as my maternal grandma passed away last year.  It might be late but late is better than never, right? haha..
 This post is about my life of CNY 2011 in my hometown.

The weather of days before CNY was so weird..
hari-hari pun hujan until the clothes of my house hard to be dried up.
Hence, this was what my dad did.
look ridiculous..but he forced to do so. LOL

cheung K with my hometown friends when I was around Bahau before CNY started.

My BBF Ngai Gee and I

Not to forget about ji mui- Khen ENg :)

and my fatty god little bro Jian Hua..

He seems to be quite emo recently though I don't know why....

Hope that when we meet u up again, everything would have be settled

and I will see the happy face again.

Cheer up , Jian Hua didi^^

Went to my grandma house for reunion dinner on nian chu ye.

My mom always say I look like my grandma..Erm..do we really look alike?

I love the background..vintage feel :)

my dearest chubby nephew..

I wish my future son will be as cute as him..thinking too much>.<

haha..

Steamboat at my maternal grandma's house.

Though she is gone for a year, but we still going back there

as the bond of the relationship of brother and sisterhoods still exist :)

 my cousin Ashley and me~Red is lucky color for Chinese ^^

Nowadays, the children/ teenagers are so............(totally speechless)

Both of them were wearing sis&bro jeans..

smile till so innocent..and the next second..

The next second, she fell down lol..

my mom and I..she was shy to face the camera..zzz

My friends came to visit my house on Nian Chu 1..

Ah Zhong and me..he taught me many basic knowledge of photography.

All the best to his new life in Taiwan.

pity Lucky..I didn't know how he got himself hurt.

Yum Cha with PLKN friends - Jing Jing, Zhen Zhen and Wan Ting.

I'm sure that Jian Hua will scold me again if he read this..

We wanted to ask u to join, but u were in ur hometown..LOL

NExt time NExt Time..

Jing Jing was back to M'sia for only few days from UK

and so happy to able to meet up with her..

Zhen Zhen, Jing Jing and Wan Ting

In this CNY, I spent most of my time with my family to Malacca, Seremban etc.

Grabbed the earrings from sister and it become mine now 

*winks*

I wish I can be as fair as her...argh~

my 米饭班主 ^^

I saw many owl's accessories in Malacca.

and I bought tis pair of gold color earring which costs RM19.90 

(quiet expensive but I really like it )

They persisted to wait me back from Malacca

just for taking a group photo with them..

My BBF ^^

I didn't get a chance to gamble at all 

as most of them were playing mahjong there.

This CNY seems to be a bit rush

as I didn't able to meet up with most of my friends.

Today is my brother's birthday
and also my birthday on lunar calendar.
I wish I can I find a good job with good payments.

I started to dislike February

since my maternal grandma's death on February last year.

This year, I also dislike February.

One of my hamster "Mimi" died. How sad. 

Besides, I had gone through a hardship throughout the 9 years friendship
with one of my so called "good friend”.
Every time, I would be the person who have done something initiatively
when we were in the quarrel just to protect our "precious" friendship.
This time, I tried to fix the mistake I've done initially
but u just ignored all my efforts
and I was sick of all the things that u have done.
This experience just left me with a feeling of deep hurt.
Will it be too late for me to realize I'm only an insignificant friend to u??
I would rather to believe that we just have different perceptions toward "friendship".

Anyway, I won't forget all the happy or bad memories we have gone through.
Thx for willing to lend me ur hand when I was in difficulties
especially consoled me when my maternal grandma passed away
on nian chu9 last year.
Sarcastically, it was exact one year after her death when we quarrel..
Thx for being my good friend throughout the years
though I'm not ur good friend all the time.
I will try my best to remember all the good memories
and let go the bad one.
Things will never be the same as last time
and accept the cruel reality is the only things I could do now.

I'm not angry. I'm just feel dissapointed.

没有什么过不去，只是再也回不去。